• D for Depression (eek)

    Depression as a default state

    In my sporadic attempts to unearth the root/s of my frequently depressive state of being I have often been asked why I think I might be depressed and what it feels like. This is something I always struggle with because, when I say it out loud (that is, when I am actually capable of articulating it), it sounds as conceited as it does disingenuous. People always say that depression is felt and experienced in different ways by different people, and I understand that, but my experience of it has always felt somewhat fake, and my attempt to define it even more so. So whilst other sufferers describe feelings of withdrawal,…